Sorry..

I write this article for my best friend..

Peni..

im so sorry..

cause sometimes i really dont realize that i had hurt u so much..

i had tell u what i wan to say ..

but not all...

this is the first time..

we both cry together..

but maybe..

the tears cant gain back our friendship anymore..

sometimes i will said that..

i understand i understand..

but what had i really understand ?

NOTHING !

i had know about ur story..

but why i will be the person who hurt u with the same thing ?....

maybe i`m not a really good friend..

this is the first time that i listen ur sound like this when u talk to me..

this is the first time...

seriously im not willing to follow the decision that u had made !

I DONT WANT !

but i really dont know what can i do......

although there`s another thousands words that i wan to say with u..

but i fail to do so.....

all i can say is..

sorry.. my best friend..

DEBORAH PENI LONSA..

this is the first picture that i took for you..this is our first picture..

maybe u wont change ur decision anymore..

but at least..

you picked up my phone..

although that`s not the thing that i wan to listen...

Sorry...